Returning home I go back to the normal things. I get up and take up my clothes and weigh myself. Am shocked to discover I gained no weight at homecoming. I spent most of last night on the couch researching graduate programs and then watched Paranormal Activity 2 curled up against my roommate. I like my life. It is quiet and there are so many nice things about it. I am not upset often. It was nice though, having things exciting for a few days. Seeing people I was so happy to see. Being anxious and excited at the same time. I have gotten so good at shutting my head off.