In which I become flustered due to the incredibly attractive boy serving me coffee and we make eye contact while he steams the milk and it seems like a moment until I remember that incredibly attractive people have moments with everyone. With certain people, everyone can go on a date with them and it seems like there is feeling, but really it's nothing. It's just something they emit.

Also in which my mother's ex-boyfriend who has my cat comes into coffeeshop and I become more flustered then previously, already a large amount.

Also I want to blow my nose, but that is the least attractive thing to do, so I am abstaining momentarily.