Thursday, October 14, 2010

I'm getting self-conscious about my feelings. This always happens when something bad happens. I feel like I should remain cheerful because people like me more when I am cheerful. Though I am not very good at pretending to be cheerful. It has to be sincere. It's okay to be sad for a few days when your childhood house is leaving right?

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

I feel the same way. I kind of ignore it and everything seems fine and then I just get super anxious and do fucked up things. Today was absolutely awful. I don't have mental breakdowns about it, but I just feel pissed off all the time. I don't know how to describe it, but I know you're the only one who understands it, because you feel the same way. The next time I walk up the steps will probably be the last.