I don't think anyone else has made me cry as much as this person and they don't even know it. This probably isn't true. There are probably many other people who have made me cry more. I sit around and wonder why I come up as so insufficient and the only answer I can come up with is distance, but this doesn't seem like enough of an excuse. I might need to actually remove this person from my life entirely. Not like I have before, entirely entirely.