I've been having a reoccurring  dream where I sit and cry over my mom's house. I don't cry when I'm awake. Just when I'm sleeping.

My ankle has collapsed twice in the past two days and I have fallen to the ground.

I can see a man wearing leather pants.

Walking to the grocery store today I saw a man wearing short shorts with skinny little legs and a giant beer belly hanging over his shorts.

I have four days to spend alone in Freistadt. Four days and I am having dreams where I sit and cry.