When someone first breaks up with me I feel sad about the loss. I miss them a lot. Then all of that turns into anger and I just cry because that's what I do when I'm angry. Except I haven't cried in a couple of weeks because I've been really busy and have all these nice people around me. But tonight I kind of had a break down. But tomorrow will be better and after that will be better. It was a relatively small break down. The kind of break down where I talked to a couple of people and told them things sucked and I was angry and they made me feel better because a lot of people are nice.