One time, three years ago I was really upset and a friend took me to Starbucks to calm down. I rarely go to Starbucks, being the snob I am. At the time they had quotes on their cups. My cup said something like "If you want someone who doesn't give you the love you deserve, that must be the sort of love you want." I kept the cup for two years. Sometime before that a friend said, "I think I don't like having money because I always spend all that I have." By this logic I could assume that I like it when people treat me poorly. There is no reason to be sad about loosing things that made me so upset. I always make a mess of my summers. I either need to stop leaving at the end or stop becoming attached to people during.