There are nice things in my life. And confusing things in my life. I like the idea of math and science because in my head this is a rational baseline from which everything must stem. Irrational behaviors do not occur. Things off the mark are counted only as an anomaly and forgotten. Things travel in patterns. I'm quite certain that there is a level of math that I never got to where things don't work this way at all otherwise all the people I know who like math oh-so-much would be far less disturbed human beings. I keep trying to figure everyone out like answers would help, but probably not as there is nothing much I can do either way, anywaya.