Instead of saying regretful things other places: I miss you a lot and don't know what to do about it. We're still in the same place and I am probably never really going to see you again and I don't know why I want to talk to you so much, when I was so apathetic towards you to begin with.

On a side note: Flunk day has been really good, I am just exhausted, so I am taking a nap before going back out for the night.