The nice thing about being upset while very very very drunk is that in the morning you only sort of remember being upset. It's always like this though. I get upset and then realize everything is better this way and then stop crying about it and I love not crying and I continue to not cry until it starts up again, but it can never ever start up again this time, even though that's what I said last time and it still did. But this time it really can't and I am never ever going to cry about it again.

My birthday party is so soon!