Okay, so I have really important and personal things to say, but I'm not going to say them. I am going to say instead: I am at a really rough place with people. I really apologize for being the way I am and for being so difficult lately. I promise I'll get through it and be happier. I'll stop making stupid mistakes. I know it's my fault. I hate the things I'm thinking because the things I'm thinking are cliche. I'm getting too personal aren't I? I don't even know who reads this fucking blog. I need to go home so badly. I needed to go home before, but that was homesickness, now I have a very legit need and reason to leave. I still have a month. I need to be away from here.