I need to lie better. My boss asks me questions and I tell the truth and then he yells at me and then I get kind of teary-eyed and know I shouldn't get teary-eyed because Julia is coming and I don't really want someone to comfort me, I just am frustrated because I'm tired and have been getting yelled at all week before my boss even sees what work is being produced. This is not how to get me to do better. This is how to make me sad.