What did you do to me?
My rage has cooled
and been placated
until I think of things like
-I really appreciate the hair in my cats ears.
-I can stay in this half dream state
-thinking
-lucid, but not enough.
-The cloudy day is all right.

Calm is not something I feel often.
It is on there on the list
right underneath satisfied,
but I feel that too.

This is indicative of something.