I have no emotional retention anymore. I looked for the right words in the thesaurus, but the right words don't exist and I started going in word circles. I just deleted half my post. This is where the words are going. My mind is acting like a Dan Brown book full of bad mystery. What happened in the depths of the frontal cortex? Will the protagonist ever find the words again? What about the Pope? My mind is like a bad Dan Brown novel without the Pope. I can't remember if I just posted a blog. I will post this one anyways.