Being Ignored

Sometimes I feel things and I think, "This is the worst feeling ever." This is not the worst feeling ever. This is like being stung by a bee. It stings and I worry that later it will swell and become immovable. I'm blaming it on awkwardness on both of our accounts. I recognize that for ignoring to occur, we both have to actively not say anything. I get too nervous to say anything, always. But you don't make the effort and I think that's worse. Maybe I will start making an effort? Maybe I will back away completely?